….was it really necessary to make him that attractive? he has two lines, is on screen for less than five seconds, has no name and probably will never get one so why did you feel the need to make him so fucking pretty? that’s unfair…
Hiroomi Naseor Makoto? :>
ONE LAST EPISODE OF FREE
ONE LAST EPISODE OF HAIKYUU
ONE LAST EPISODE OF AO HARU RIDE
ONE LAST EPISODE OF TOKYO GHOUL
ONE LAST EPISODE OF GEKKAN SHOUJO
ONE LAST EPISODE OF DRAMATICAL MURDER
This is it, guys.
This is how the world ends.
Let’s not kid ourselves, we all know what’s responsible for Haru’s new found dream — Aussie ass.
I had to break down that one little scene with Makoto telling Nagisa and Rei about Haru being in Australia because the undertones of it speaks so much more than I could have even hoped for. But it is BREAKING my HEART!
Let’s get started shall we?
So here we have Makoto telling the boys that Rin took Haru to Australia. And look at the CONCERN on Nagisa’s face. Not to mention shock.
Rei asking the good questions as he is trying to understand it too, but it was Makoto’s reaction EXACTLY after Rei said this that my heart SUNK.
MAKOTO FLINCHED! It is EXTREMELY subtle but it is there. I went over and over through the frames because I thought my eyes were deceiving me but it was THERE! Makoto flinched at Rei’s words and the implications of what on earth could be possibly happening in Australia between the two of them… I’m just channelling Makoto’s thoughts here, I know what happened because we all watched the episode. :)
BUT LOOK AT MAKOTO’S FACE! :’O
But then he puts it ALL AWAY and continues on…
This is a rather big thing for Makoto to admit. And he finally lets it show.
And it SHOWS! :’( I mean… LOOK at Nagisa and Rei’s reactions to this…
And Makoto being the absolute angel he is and wanting the best for Haru, and his unshakeable faith in the belief of wanting the best for the person he is in love with… continues on with this…
And this made me legitimately cry because I have been in this position and it is hard. It is so, so hard to come to this headspace. And Nagisa’s reaction to it is perfect.
Nagisa totally understands and gets it. He is extremely observant of everything going on around him and he knows exactly what to say yet also offer his own support to Makoto by sharing the same hope with him.
Here is a bonus shot of Makoto looking somewhat hopeful.
But honestly, I think Makoto is just keeping it together. In his own way extremely painful and contained way, he is both hurting and grieving yet it is only the thought that Haru will gain what he needs while in Australia with Rin, to find what he needs for the future. And that is all Makoto wishes for Haru, for Haru to have some semblance of what he wants for his future.
But Makoto is hurting so much and is so sad inside that I just want to give him the BIGGEST DAMN HUG EVER!
*fingers crossed for the reunion scene next week* I hope it is a good one because DAMN IT! Haru needs to figure out just how affected Makoto is, because Makoto knows how affected Haru was considering Haru left the country and all… *sobs*
What does everyone else think?
..but when I came here and saw the ocean, I felt calmer. Because I knew that just beyond it, you and Sousuke where there. My friends were there. I felt like it connected me to you guys.
Oh man. Today. TODAY. Something incredible happened. I can’t believe I almost forgot.
I sit down for my Japanese test. I am waiting for the test to be passed out when I glance up and look around the room. Then I see it.
I watch as one of the students ties a Naruto headband onto his head, adjusts it, and prepares for the test.
And that’s how I knew I was going to get an A. Because that was so magical, it had to be a sign. The world is a beautiful and terrifying place.